i got mixed feelings here

so that's one of many many reasons why i'm always left alone

i get linked with many people at one time,

then on the next day i'll be knowing that they're gonna left me

and i'm alone back

all this while, people sees me as a girl with many friends

but the truth is, i'm still a loner

yes a LONER

i always have this quotations in my heart

which i just can't let go

PEOPLE COME, AND PEOPLE GO

there's a second where someone come into my life, makes my life meaningful

and the next time, that someone will be gone

and then, there comes another bunch of people

and i just hahahaha among them

and i know, that'll be temporary

ughh

i know, i'll always have my dengs

but then, would they go, just like others?

i hope, not.

pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee don't

:'(

just like, yesterday, i was like liking this someone

and then, knowing that that someone will be going away by the time i stepped back in melaka

so what's the point

living in laughter for not forever

and become a loner again

hate that

hopefully, not by next time i step back in perak, i'm gonna lost another person that i love

OMG pls don't

next, i'm quite happy doing my LI here

meeting nice people here

and thank God He always match me with the greatest people

but like the previous paragraph i said,

PEOPLE COME, AND PEOPLE GO

and so my happiness is just temporary

sigh

next, what's next

haha

i'm quite nervous

of my whats-gonna-be my pointers

since that, i got quite many C+s

with 1 B+, 1 A-, and 1 A

hehe

thank God there's no D for this semester

but EMT coursemark is not out yet

so

i'm really2 nervous

i was like, regret of retaking this subject

if only i know that my efforts will be ruined

i'd never repair the subject

ughh

damn it

so what i can do now is

PRAY

PRAY

and

PRAY

i believe, God knows better how much i put efforts this time

GOD pls don't disappoint me this time

next2,

my ex called

he said that he missed me

GO TO HELL i said in my heart

because,

all that he must know that, he is no better than a cheater.

huhu

thats all i got in here.