another episode of frustrating moment

baca title post ni
hanya akan berlaku pada setiap hujung sem
di mana budak2 akan menunggu result n frust menonggeng xmemasal
tapi aku je terkene awal2 sebab grade sume dah kuar kat smp
so i can guess ape akan berlaku
and tahu sgt2...pointer cukup2 makan mcm ni pon TAK akn jamin aku utk dpt kerja nanti.
so that's why aku frust sekarang ni.
xpernah2 seumur idup aku, dpt 2 D dlm 1 sem.
siyes teruk. numerical aku lg xleh blah.
padahal aku aim tinggi gak r..still dpt mcm tu.
kesimpulan: xyah stady lebih2.
siyes, sgt down skang ni. dah r sorang2. xde sape di sisi aku skang ni. baik aku mati je.
aku xnk dah teruskan sume ni, kalo dah tau akan dpt teruk gak.

from light to feather...

well2 it's time for me to start the progress

apakah progress itu

haaa yg itu dinamakan MENURUNKAN BERAT BADAN

kalo MASUM sebelum ni aku kene duduk dlm kategori light, means naikkan berat(above 59kg),

skang ni aku kena turun kategori feather(below 59kg) pulak, and really have to maintain it !!

warrgghhhhh memang kena struggle ~~

now feeling bloated, susah laa kalo terjumpa makanan lazat lagi pasni..

mindset ckp nak jog 2kali sehari, tapi mcm laa boleh buat kan.

nak main tali skipping pon xreti.

hurmmmm~~

now i really have to be strong!!! discipline meen !!!!

i'm just not strong enough to face the reality world.

this song inspire me a lot..

because i'm not strong enough to go on with the complicated life

but that's the reality

and i must go through it

miley cyrus - butterfly fly away

You tucked me in, turned out the light
Kept me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that

Brushed my teeth and combed my hair
Had to drive me everywhere
You were always there when I looked back

You had to do it all alone
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be

And when I couldn't sleep at night
Scared things wouldn't turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me

Caterpillar in the tree
How you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream

Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry, hold on tight
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
Flap your wings now you can't stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
We've been waiting for this day
All along and knowing just what to do
Butterfly, butterfly, butterfly, butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away
Butterfly fly away

done!!

puhhhh

abeh sudah paper

semalam mmg gile punye day

ngan emt 1 soklan 20markah aku xleh jawab

skali biot savart yg aku dok stady2 selama ni

ciss

cm suweyyyyyy

malam plak azfayuna teman aku p makan

mula2 nak p anjung, skali tgk2 gelap. k laa fine ktorang g tempat lain.

pastu g borhan seafood, ramai sgt pulak. perot aku dah bergelodak ni. blah.

pastu g rusky, gelap.

akuarium, tutup.

pastu dah smpai simpang ni, minyak keta zah abeh plak. so g r petronas berhampiran. aku ngan muke cantiknye p ckp kat abg kaunter tu nak isi 5 hengget. bleh plak kan abg kaunter tu buat muke tahan gelak ngan aku. cm siut je.

next, g rj tomyam. pon tutup. waddahel???

last2 pikir2 punye pikir(nak g ks cm jauh lg..minyak leh tahan smpai mane je pon)

last2 g r tomyam klasik yg mwah tu..padahal aku bawak 6 hengget je..kui3

ape lg, mmg order makanan yg paling murah r.

aku order nasik paprik rm4.50, teh o suam rm1.10. baekkk punye budget.

pahtu, ngat nak mintak sup 0. tibe2 org tu g bagi sup yg ade sayo dlm mangkuk yg besa. sengal!!! xmemasal kene tambah 2hengget dlm bill.

so kesimpulannye, malam tu mmg sengal!!!

nasib baik bulan cantik. hahahaha~

this morning, my ex called. sebab nak wish birthday. padahal birthday aku besok.

and he said, he can't stop thinking of me.(ayat lelaki)

and he said, maybe bulan 3 die nak tunang dah.

aku just mampu doakan kome bahagie je laa...cume kan 1 je yg buat aku terfikir..

ape guna sayang2 cintan cintun 3 tahun lebih..last2 kawen ngan org lain gak.

so kesimpulannye, sayang tu biarlah berpada2.

aku pon, better off single mcm ni. kalo ade jodoh aku nanti, kawen je r terus.

aku xnk r bazirkan cintan cintun aku kat husband aku tu nanti. sudah2 laa pengalaman lepas ni. ignore.

huhuhu

k la

nak tido ~

pening3

haihh

malam ni dah start paper dah !!!

communicaton principle.

pastu direct r engineering management, telecommnication electronics, numerical methods, ngan emt.

killer2 doe !!! habeh laa aku!!

n aku xtido smlm...dpt lak nescafe latte tu..huhuhuhu

tido bangun2 mang aku jd tingtong. hopefully xlupe r ape aku dah study tu.

huhu.

aku xtahu laa.

since nak start minggu paper killer ni, jiwe aku rase semacam je.

mcm nak marah org, tapi xboleh nak marah.

so aku prefer diamkan je r. buat mcm feeling tu xde.

tp aku still rase marah, geram, kadang2 rase mcm nak nanges pon ade.

sebab ada gak yg suke ckp bende2 yg aku xbuat, mcm nak pertikai2kan post aku kat fb(it's my fb what the ffffaaaa**),

pasal keta.

abg aku pulak ckp, seolah2 mcm nak kate ever since aku pakai kereta dia tu, mesti ada yg xbetul.

kononnya, ape2 barang kalo sampai kat aku je, mesti jahannam.

aku terkilan doe. kalo xsuka aku pakai barang die pon baik jgn bagi awal2.

die ni...aku ckp r..berkira nak mampus !! ngan adik pon nak berkira !!

siyes aku mmg sedih !!!

dah r, dan2 time2 mcm ni pulak laaaa aku tgh sakit org pmpuan ni.

and,most guys x akan paham ape rasenye bile jiwe tgh kaco mcm ni, specially bile terkena time2 nak exAm.

tapi walaubagaimanapun, aku xpernah laa sampai stage sakit sampai guling2 tu. yg tu so far ak ok lg r. just kadang2 biase r, rase nausea, rase mcm xleh nak berdiri lame, sakit blakang, pmpuan je rase !!!

pastu ada plak ckp pulak, "alah, mcm xbiase kene bende2 mcm ni." bai, cuba lu jd pompuan, baru lu bleh ckp banyak.

hadoii laa..

dah r nak paper malam ni. agak2 aku bleh buat x ??

pray for me.

*cuak*

i'm happy to be happy

happy and feel appreciated

tu yg aku nak cakap

punye lame jari kat keyboard nak type word yg paling describable to describe my current feeling.

HAPPY. :))

praise to Allah.

last night, pegi potong rambut.

ok lah, boleh laa rase mcm klon haylie williams kan, walaupun xsame langsung.

*ferasan*

haha, nak gak beli tshirt yg ada tulis melaka tu. tapi die xnk kurangkan. bagi harga customer should be okay. tapi nak buat mcm mane kan, dah xnk jual. xyah la beli.

perut mcm dah jd tempat simpan tayar spare lori.

memang besarrr punya !!! pastu jadi tempat picit2 pulak kan.

eee geram !!

pasal mimpi tu

urm...xtahu nak ckp mcm mane.

tapi bila pikir balik, serious menakotkan !!

maybe kebetulan kot, tapi the question is: KENAPA MESTI MUKA AKU ???
only God knows.

back in business

dah lama x update
hari ni baru teringat nak bukak balik

heehehehhee
best day.
kawan2 yg gila.
aku pon naik gila sama.
makan xhenti2.
makin bloated aku
driving yg agak gila jugak.
asik mati henjin jer !!!
but not my fault laa. keta tu mmg gila !!!!!
hahaha
tgh2 malam g lepak ngan cheah n nisa kat anjung.
rindu sgt2 kat dak2 taekwondo !!!
baru hari ni lepak balik...makan lagik. tapi makan cheah punya megi sup.
sedap laa. layan. ilang jap lapa aku.
balik layan biskut munchies pulak.
hahahahahahhaa
gile. bloated aku mcm ni.

an ckp aku lawa lagi.
hahahaha
kembang aku hari2 kene puji mcm ni !!!
tapi aku ni xlawa pon. xlayak kene puji mcm tu.
biase2 je. hahahahaha.

i guess i need some haircut.
bang pon ok kot.
rimas rambut depan panjang. nak jawab exam asik terjurai2. xnampak ape yg nak ditulis kat exam answer sheet.
k
gotta go.
sambung study.
=))