I'm just a conservative young girl who applies the old-style of working and boosting up performance in the place where I work.
ok well, I haven't hooked to any jobs yet.
it's just that I live with those traits all this while.
the other traits that live inside me:
1) I wake up the earliest in the house
2) I sleep late, the last who'll switch off the lights
3) I don't sleep after subuh prayer (it is said that those who sleeps after subuh prayer, the "barakah" will go a meters away from them, something like that)
4) I move to workplace earlier than anybody else to avoid traffic jams
and so on
all right. it's not the point of why my writings are here.
here it is.
some people get to sleep early, wake up late,
they don't really have to put much efforts in their work to boost up their performance
they don't even show up constantly in workplace, or having some "holes" in attendance sheet
but somehow they irritate me. so MUCH
SO UNLIKE ME
*I'm not saying that I'm good either, it's just my traits*
in sense that, when they put LESS but they get MORE
whilst I'm here, put MORE and get LESS
oh my God, is this the norm of life
and why the norm has to be so unfair
and sometimes do makes me wonder of why I've been so hardworking and yet I always get less
and sometimes, I almost question to God, "why do You have to be so unfair to most human beings"
and sometimes, the norm trembles my faith somehow
oh Allah
please give me strength, amin
